2009

It's the last day of 2008. Normally I don't really look back and speculate as to how the year went...but today - I feel like it.

To sum it all up and to spare my few friends who actually READ this blog: 2008 was full of mixed feelings which took a toll on my health but I could say for sure that it's made me grow and this lil bit is for God's eyes only: "I've done alright right? I know I still have some lows...but you're helping me out...I see and feel you and that's what makes me smile!" Besides the financial crisis, there were alot of highs and lows which I guess happen every year....but nothing went down as a 'highlight' as such for me....which is a good thing!

I was watching 'Days of Thunder'...just a lil bit...and I picked up this line - "the moment you think you're in control of what's going to happen in your life, you've made your first mistake".

It was very much in line with what's been going on inside of my head....I seriously have surrendered to the universe...and I'm just letting things come and go as they must - one thing I'm trying hard not to lose though, is my attitude....as long as I have a strong and positive outlook towards life, I can handle situations as long as God is with me...which is a given...so I'm all good!

I don't really feel the hype of 'New Years' and I don't feel the need to go out and get wasted or dance the night away.....but yes - I'm feeling 'different' inside, not necessarily ALL good, but I'm getting there - oh yeah, I sure am....somehow I don't care anymore - or not as much - if anyone has issues with me or dislikes me or whatever the heck it is that they have a problem with!

I just know one thing - I'm happy the way I am and I know I have been true in all my feelings till date - I hope 2009 gets better - and I'm sure it will.....it's a rule you see - every day just gets better and better! Even if I were to die tomorrow (which is damn well possible mind you, shhhh!...I would die knowing I've lived it up, said what I had to say, eaten what I had to eat, drank what I had to drink, worn what I have to wear...hahaha you get the drift right?!)......

I'm going to walk up to the peak tomorrow morning and wish my lovely nature part of life a happy, healthy and blissful 2009. *CHEERS!!!!*

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Thank You...From the bottom of my heart..for the good and the bad, the happy and the sad....Thank You for being with me, and holding my little hand.