Arooha...

I've been doing some thinking which is the kind of thinking I do when I'm in more of a perspective mood...the equation is very simple-it's pleasing...really!

When your hands are shaking cold....and everything seems to be going wrong.....when you THINK all your hope is gone ( I always believe you never really know how much hope n gusto u have inside of you)....all you gotta do is Be Strong, inside and out...

The message is loud and clear-MOVE ALONG!...Time is never gonna wait for you...it just keeps ticking away like your heart beat. Both will end simultaneously for you.

So people- even when you want to sedate yourself to stop all that noise that's going on in your head because of other people/circumstances...remember who you actually are...n smile-it's so much fun...try now:)

So recently, I was thinking a tad too much about somthing I probably should not have been thinking about..infact-I'm wondering if it's even worth writing about.....but I'm going to anyways.

I was wondering if this plant I've known for ages now will grow to bloom into a beautiful tree. Will it learn it's lessons well?...Will the sun be too strong for it when it's summer? Would it shed all it's leaves in winter and never bloom again? I had so many doubts about the side-effects of it's environment. I wanted my tree to be stronger and braver than it already was and so I started to call my tree the 'tiger'. I wanted to tame it. Then I thought to myself....why tame a tiger? What's the point in taming a tiger? If I don't let the tiger do what it wants then the tiger wouldn't be a tiger after all. I'm watching this tiger closely though...it's every move...and I'm ready to play with it and love it for it's insanity. For life without it's insanity would be no life at all.

The tiger is all I have on this bouncing ball...don't get me wrong-there are many other members on this ball...they are what make the tiger wild(members being of the inanimate kind, animate too...goes without saying =])

Watching this cat crawl about planning it's every move and breathing eery breath of life - even in it's sleep...gives me a high I can't describe. Nothing else seems to matter then - cause destiny is with me, guiding me towards it. I love the paradox=]