I realize that somehow no matter how hard you try
No matter how many times you put yourself in the other person's shoes
You'll never understand even a little of what that person maybe going through.
It's the equivalent of trying to eat a piece of bitter gourd(karela) but imagining that it's a pizza.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Jerry McGuire
I was watching this movie JM yesterday morning...I started watching it only becus I love Tom Cruise as an actor-I think he's a real looker. As I was watching the movie I was glad I didn't watch it just for him-cus there's much more to it than JUST Tom Cruise. I liked what his teacher had to say in the movie..he said alot of points but the one that really meant alot to me was'''"If it's not in here(in your heart)...then this(your mind)...is a waste". It's so true...so many time we just do things because we have to do it...but if you just think and do it form within...things would be so much better and more fun too!
I also liked the small kid actor-he touched me right where it touches hehe!...The scene that made me cry a little was when he hugs Tom Cruise n kisses him before his Mom is going with Tommy on a date-it was real sweet and no words can describe that scene well enough! The kid's name is Jonathan Lipnicki.
Would love to see this movie again...I'm surprised I never saw the whole movie before.
I was watching this movie JM yesterday morning...I started watching it only becus I love Tom Cruise as an actor-I think he's a real looker. As I was watching the movie I was glad I didn't watch it just for him-cus there's much more to it than JUST Tom Cruise. I liked what his teacher had to say in the movie..he said alot of points but the one that really meant alot to me was'''"If it's not in here(in your heart)...then this(your mind)...is a waste". It's so true...so many time we just do things because we have to do it...but if you just think and do it form within...things would be so much better and more fun too!
I also liked the small kid actor-he touched me right where it touches hehe!...The scene that made me cry a little was when he hugs Tom Cruise n kisses him before his Mom is going with Tommy on a date-it was real sweet and no words can describe that scene well enough! The kid's name is Jonathan Lipnicki.
Would love to see this movie again...I'm surprised I never saw the whole movie before.
Friday, November 10, 2006
Arooha...
I've been doing some thinking which is the kind of thinking I do when I'm in more of a perspective mood...the equation is very simple-it's pleasing...really!
When your hands are shaking cold....and everything seems to be going wrong.....when you THINK all your hope is gone ( I always believe you never really know how much hope n gusto u have inside of you)....all you gotta do is Be Strong, inside and out...
The message is loud and clear-MOVE ALONG!...Time is never gonna wait for you...it just keeps ticking away like your heart beat. Both will end simultaneously for you.
So people- even when you want to sedate yourself to stop all that noise that's going on in your head because of other people/circumstances...remember who you actually are...n smile-it's so much fun...try now:)
So recently, I was thinking a tad too much about somthing I probably should not have been thinking about..infact-I'm wondering if it's even worth writing about.....but I'm going to anyways.
I was wondering if this plant I've known for ages now will grow to bloom into a beautiful tree. Will it learn it's lessons well?...Will the sun be too strong for it when it's summer? Would it shed all it's leaves in winter and never bloom again? I had so many doubts about the side-effects of it's environment. I wanted my tree to be stronger and braver than it already was and so I started to call my tree the 'tiger'. I wanted to tame it. Then I thought to myself....why tame a tiger? What's the point in taming a tiger? If I don't let the tiger do what it wants then the tiger wouldn't be a tiger after all. I'm watching this tiger closely though...it's every move...and I'm ready to play with it and love it for it's insanity. For life without it's insanity would be no life at all.
The tiger is all I have on this bouncing ball...don't get me wrong-there are many other members on this ball...they are what make the tiger wild(members being of the inanimate kind, animate too...goes without saying =])
Watching this cat crawl about planning it's every move and breathing eery breath of life - even in it's sleep...gives me a high I can't describe. Nothing else seems to matter then - cause destiny is with me, guiding me towards it. I love the paradox=]
I've been doing some thinking which is the kind of thinking I do when I'm in more of a perspective mood...the equation is very simple-it's pleasing...really!
When your hands are shaking cold....and everything seems to be going wrong.....when you THINK all your hope is gone ( I always believe you never really know how much hope n gusto u have inside of you)....all you gotta do is Be Strong, inside and out...
The message is loud and clear-MOVE ALONG!...Time is never gonna wait for you...it just keeps ticking away like your heart beat. Both will end simultaneously for you.
So people- even when you want to sedate yourself to stop all that noise that's going on in your head because of other people/circumstances...remember who you actually are...n smile-it's so much fun...try now:)
So recently, I was thinking a tad too much about somthing I probably should not have been thinking about..infact-I'm wondering if it's even worth writing about.....but I'm going to anyways.
I was wondering if this plant I've known for ages now will grow to bloom into a beautiful tree. Will it learn it's lessons well?...Will the sun be too strong for it when it's summer? Would it shed all it's leaves in winter and never bloom again? I had so many doubts about the side-effects of it's environment. I wanted my tree to be stronger and braver than it already was and so I started to call my tree the 'tiger'. I wanted to tame it. Then I thought to myself....why tame a tiger? What's the point in taming a tiger? If I don't let the tiger do what it wants then the tiger wouldn't be a tiger after all. I'm watching this tiger closely though...it's every move...and I'm ready to play with it and love it for it's insanity. For life without it's insanity would be no life at all.
The tiger is all I have on this bouncing ball...don't get me wrong-there are many other members on this ball...they are what make the tiger wild(members being of the inanimate kind, animate too...goes without saying =])
Watching this cat crawl about planning it's every move and breathing eery breath of life - even in it's sleep...gives me a high I can't describe. Nothing else seems to matter then - cause destiny is with me, guiding me towards it. I love the paradox=]
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
The Perfect Guy
The perfect guy is probably impossible to come across-it's a myth that never existed-and that was just a paradox! This list could bore some-but what the heck!Blah!
When he smiles-you wish it would last forever-but you know that can’t happen!
When you love the way his eyes twinkle.
When he talks to everyone in your family and they all love him and you can see it.
When you feel secure with him at any given place/time.
When you hold his hand-it feels ‘right’.
Whenever he calls/messages you smile and think you’re CRAZY!
When you fantasize about him-it’s heaven!
When you talk about him-you feel good.
When you know that no one else would have come close to him.
He tells you that what you 2 have is special and some fight/disagreement isn’t worth it cus he doesn’t want to try being with anyone else all over again-he’s a one girl’s guy!
When you know his shortcomings-but they somehow are over-shadowed by his being a good human being.
When you don’t mind doing anything at all for him.
When you wonder what he’s doing at any given time of the day.
When you want to do everything special for him every day-and when you don’t- you feel bad.
When you have to remind him about everyone’s birthday but he remembers your own!
When you don’t feel like eating if he’s sick.
When he says you look great even though you know you don’t!
When everyone wishes you good morning but when he wishes u-it feels extra special!
I could go on n on……the perfect guy doesn’t exist-but somehow the word ‘perfect’ has a new meaning when u love someone:)
The perfect guy is probably impossible to come across-it's a myth that never existed-and that was just a paradox! This list could bore some-but what the heck!Blah!
When he smiles-you wish it would last forever-but you know that can’t happen!
When you love the way his eyes twinkle.
When he talks to everyone in your family and they all love him and you can see it.
When you feel secure with him at any given place/time.
When you hold his hand-it feels ‘right’.
Whenever he calls/messages you smile and think you’re CRAZY!
When you fantasize about him-it’s heaven!
When you talk about him-you feel good.
When you know that no one else would have come close to him.
He tells you that what you 2 have is special and some fight/disagreement isn’t worth it cus he doesn’t want to try being with anyone else all over again-he’s a one girl’s guy!
When you know his shortcomings-but they somehow are over-shadowed by his being a good human being.
When you don’t mind doing anything at all for him.
When you wonder what he’s doing at any given time of the day.
When you want to do everything special for him every day-and when you don’t- you feel bad.
When you have to remind him about everyone’s birthday but he remembers your own!
When you don’t feel like eating if he’s sick.
When he says you look great even though you know you don’t!
When everyone wishes you good morning but when he wishes u-it feels extra special!
I could go on n on……the perfect guy doesn’t exist-but somehow the word ‘perfect’ has a new meaning when u love someone:)
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I like you...
Just when things seem to go out of hand he helped her out of the quick sand. She felt secure and trusted him blindly knowing that she won't ever regret it. He makes her laugh at any given moment of the day-even if he's not in that laughing mood. He doesn't care if she's not looking her best at the end of a tiring day-for it's the inner beauty he values-is what he told her. After a thousand bad men you get one good one said Rudyard Kipling. She believed it was worth her while...finding him to be a true friend, a companion, someone she could pour her heart out to-knowing that he'll never get bored. So the journey continues-and when it began he told her it won't be easy but it will be full of love, hope and understanding to name a few things. So she took his strong hand in hers and they started their trail-a long, learning trail. Today-she believes she's the chosen one-with a halo over her head-it may not look to many that way-but she knows it and her God knows it and that's all that really matters at the end of the day. She prays the halo will never leave her head and she knows that when it does then she too will leave this world-for nothing is worse than the parting of two people-who know that they are here on earth for each other first and then everything else follows. It's an unspoken promise, an unthought prayer, an untold story that drives her through each day and each night. She knows that he's the only one who is worth seeing her deepest feelings.
Just when things seem to go out of hand he helped her out of the quick sand. She felt secure and trusted him blindly knowing that she won't ever regret it. He makes her laugh at any given moment of the day-even if he's not in that laughing mood. He doesn't care if she's not looking her best at the end of a tiring day-for it's the inner beauty he values-is what he told her. After a thousand bad men you get one good one said Rudyard Kipling. She believed it was worth her while...finding him to be a true friend, a companion, someone she could pour her heart out to-knowing that he'll never get bored. So the journey continues-and when it began he told her it won't be easy but it will be full of love, hope and understanding to name a few things. So she took his strong hand in hers and they started their trail-a long, learning trail. Today-she believes she's the chosen one-with a halo over her head-it may not look to many that way-but she knows it and her God knows it and that's all that really matters at the end of the day. She prays the halo will never leave her head and she knows that when it does then she too will leave this world-for nothing is worse than the parting of two people-who know that they are here on earth for each other first and then everything else follows. It's an unspoken promise, an unthought prayer, an untold story that drives her through each day and each night. She knows that he's the only one who is worth seeing her deepest feelings.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Running Late
Have you ever woken up late when you're not supposed to wake up late and then rush rush rush?
I'm sure it's happened many times-today was one of those days for me...one thing I can't stand is people walking slowly when they know they are around people walking fast, (not that they have a disability or anything-I'm not that mean).
So yeah- when they're around people walking fast-they have two options-walk fast with them or walk slow but in a different lane. I mean- how can you just stand on the escalator in the way of all the fast walking late people???
Another thing-when I enter the MTR station it is clear to everyone that there's a stairway which is invisibly divided into two sections-there are even arrows on the wall-but no-nobody likes to observe lane discipline-they just come right in the way exasperating every inch of your fast moving legs-today I just felt like standing right in the middle and screaming my lungs away telling everyone to pleeeeeeaaaasssseee just move and make way for me:D
But I know I ain't no queen and neither am I that much of a trouble maker to shout at people...
And then when I'm sitting in the train I see a courier dude with a bag that says "Top Gun Express"...That's like my favouritest movie-how can somebody just nick the name n diss it in a way???
The cherry on the cake were the bright pink shoelaces I saw a bloke wearing-then I just laughed aloud, listening to my player and enjoying the ride to school!!!
........Take a chill pill Anju-u're only getting LATE:)
Have you ever woken up late when you're not supposed to wake up late and then rush rush rush?
I'm sure it's happened many times-today was one of those days for me...one thing I can't stand is people walking slowly when they know they are around people walking fast, (not that they have a disability or anything-I'm not that mean).
So yeah- when they're around people walking fast-they have two options-walk fast with them or walk slow but in a different lane. I mean- how can you just stand on the escalator in the way of all the fast walking late people???
Another thing-when I enter the MTR station it is clear to everyone that there's a stairway which is invisibly divided into two sections-there are even arrows on the wall-but no-nobody likes to observe lane discipline-they just come right in the way exasperating every inch of your fast moving legs-today I just felt like standing right in the middle and screaming my lungs away telling everyone to pleeeeeeaaaasssseee just move and make way for me:D
But I know I ain't no queen and neither am I that much of a trouble maker to shout at people...
And then when I'm sitting in the train I see a courier dude with a bag that says "Top Gun Express"...That's like my favouritest movie-how can somebody just nick the name n diss it in a way???
The cherry on the cake were the bright pink shoelaces I saw a bloke wearing-then I just laughed aloud, listening to my player and enjoying the ride to school!!!
........Take a chill pill Anju-u're only getting LATE:)
Monday, September 11, 2006
Abusive Language...
Oh damn! Oh ... You know all of them right?! I don't even know if this site supports abusive language but my best bet would be that it doesn't:)
I wonder why some people are so addicted to abusing - it becomes a part of every sentence - and they don't even care about the people around them-weather there's an old lady or a young kid...but then you think that the old lady must have heard/said similar things and the kid will eventually get into all that heap of ...!!
I personally never used to swear-but once I started college it becme a habit-not even knowing where I picked it up from. I have tried time and again to try to stop swearing even though these days its a rarity.
Well-I have no clue what the purpose of this entry was - so what the hell?! Hehehe-Ok-Let's try againg-wtf.......last time........What's the big deal anyways- just f*^k it! :D Craziness and wierdness rock!!
Oh damn! Oh ... You know all of them right?! I don't even know if this site supports abusive language but my best bet would be that it doesn't:)
I wonder why some people are so addicted to abusing - it becomes a part of every sentence - and they don't even care about the people around them-weather there's an old lady or a young kid...but then you think that the old lady must have heard/said similar things and the kid will eventually get into all that heap of ...!!
I personally never used to swear-but once I started college it becme a habit-not even knowing where I picked it up from. I have tried time and again to try to stop swearing even though these days its a rarity.
Well-I have no clue what the purpose of this entry was - so what the hell?! Hehehe-Ok-Let's try againg-wtf.......last time........What's the big deal anyways- just f*^k it! :D Craziness and wierdness rock!!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
What is it that we all really live for?
What's that thing that keeps each n every one of us ticking?
I was pondering over this today and I had only one answer - we all feel that something's missing in our lives - it could be something different for each person but it comes down to only one thing.
No one is fully reliable except for the One.
Life is cruel to some early, some later, and some throughout.
But i'm happy with what is destined, I'm going to take on it as a joyride - knowing that I'm not alone - He's always with me and that's the only constant and reliable thing.
Maybe this entry has something to do with me visiting a temple today after a real long time, maybe it's circumstances that make me dwelve over things more - the fun person in me is naughty and always straying away from deep pondering - I'm gonna follow her and go along with the 'dagariya'..... :-D
Wanna join me?!
What's that thing that keeps each n every one of us ticking?
I was pondering over this today and I had only one answer - we all feel that something's missing in our lives - it could be something different for each person but it comes down to only one thing.
No one is fully reliable except for the One.
Life is cruel to some early, some later, and some throughout.
But i'm happy with what is destined, I'm going to take on it as a joyride - knowing that I'm not alone - He's always with me and that's the only constant and reliable thing.
Maybe this entry has something to do with me visiting a temple today after a real long time, maybe it's circumstances that make me dwelve over things more - the fun person in me is naughty and always straying away from deep pondering - I'm gonna follow her and go along with the 'dagariya'..... :-D
Wanna join me?!
Saturday, September 09, 2006
tujhase naaraaz nahi zindagi,
hairaan hoon main
o hairaan hoon main
tere masoom savalon se pareshaan hoon main
o pareshaan hoon main
jeene ke liye socha hi na tha,
dard sambhalane honge
muskuraoon to,
muskurane ke karz utaarne honge
muskuraoon kabhi to lagata hai
jaise hontonn pe karz rakhaa hai
I had never heard this song before, not until last week - and it really touched me in a way no song has....I have a thing for music-and this number kind of spoke out what I was thinking in those days. It's so true-we can't really be upset with life or God-we're just confused-trying to grasp at every ray of light-hoping it won't slip away-some people may think I'm crazy:-)......but hey-that's a piece of my perspective on life-we all want IT to last-it could be prosperity,happiness,health,love,clothes,feelings -IT could be anything-who knows when we'll have to pay a price for it and in what form?........Kudos for that:-)
hairaan hoon main
o hairaan hoon main
tere masoom savalon se pareshaan hoon main
o pareshaan hoon main
jeene ke liye socha hi na tha,
dard sambhalane honge
muskuraoon to,
muskurane ke karz utaarne honge
muskuraoon kabhi to lagata hai
jaise hontonn pe karz rakhaa hai
I had never heard this song before, not until last week - and it really touched me in a way no song has....I have a thing for music-and this number kind of spoke out what I was thinking in those days. It's so true-we can't really be upset with life or God-we're just confused-trying to grasp at every ray of light-hoping it won't slip away-some people may think I'm crazy:-)......but hey-that's a piece of my perspective on life-we all want IT to last-it could be prosperity,happiness,health,love,clothes,feelings -IT could be anything-who knows when we'll have to pay a price for it and in what form?........Kudos for that:-)
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
For the morning sun and all its glory
Meets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
There's a love that's defined
And it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray to the one, to the one
Thanks star-this one's ONLY for you:) N ofcourse-thanks Rod - Music wouldn't be the same without yo!
Have I told you there's no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
For the morning sun and all its glory
Meets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles, that's what you do
There's a love that's defined
And it's yours and it's mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray to the one, to the one
Thanks star-this one's ONLY for you:) N ofcourse-thanks Rod - Music wouldn't be the same without yo!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Sisters
She's with u always-whether u want to realise it or not
We may fight, cry, be upset with each other for silly reasons
But somehow that doesn't really matter when we enjoy, laugh and love each other
Her voice cheers me up and I know it's two way
Yeah-life is more fun with sisters......it wouldn't be the same without them
3 cheers for sisters!!!!
She's with u always-whether u want to realise it or not
We may fight, cry, be upset with each other for silly reasons
But somehow that doesn't really matter when we enjoy, laugh and love each other
Her voice cheers me up and I know it's two way
Yeah-life is more fun with sisters......it wouldn't be the same without them
3 cheers for sisters!!!!
Hope is alive...
Sometimes life can be a burden
Trying to stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each timeI'm standing out on the edge
My hopes have long deserted me
Like they're washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Trying to survive
But I know I stand a chance...
When you lay your hands
And it's the only thing I have that still makes sense
Most of my worries vanish
As I begin to relax
I hear the line-'Enjoy the ride'
My tears warn me slowly
But the quiet voice inside me
Says I stand a chance
Sometimes life can be a burden
Trying to stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each timeI'm standing out on the edge
My hopes have long deserted me
Like they're washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Trying to survive
But I know I stand a chance...
When you lay your hands
And it's the only thing I have that still makes sense
Most of my worries vanish
As I begin to relax
I hear the line-'Enjoy the ride'
My tears warn me slowly
But the quiet voice inside me
Says I stand a chance
The Trip
Walking down to work
Noises all around
People in a rush
My mind isn't hush...
Surely everyone around me
Has a voice unheard
Can you listen
For a moment...
The journey never ends they say
I say it isn't a journey at all
For a journey has a start and an end to it
An end is what I pray
But are prayers answered?
Are voices heard?
Are minds hushed?
Do the noises ever shut down?
Silence is the answer
Time is the healer
Experience is the teacher
Healing is what I pray...
Walking down to work
Noises all around
People in a rush
My mind isn't hush...
Surely everyone around me
Has a voice unheard
Can you listen
For a moment...
The journey never ends they say
I say it isn't a journey at all
For a journey has a start and an end to it
An end is what I pray
But are prayers answered?
Are voices heard?
Are minds hushed?
Do the noises ever shut down?
Silence is the answer
Time is the healer
Experience is the teacher
Healing is what I pray...
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