Saturday, August 18, 2007

School Days


Recently this week on Independence day - I somehow went back to the fun and better days of life - school days:)...the sad thing is - I never realised at the time that I was living the best days - I was eager to get out and be someone - do something - and be someone's ...as the saying goes - the grass is always greener on the other side.

I ended up making a list of all those little nothings that make me feel good just thinking about ^_^ :

  • Makin sure I had oiled hai - 2 plaits!
  • Also that my uniform was ironed well, clean socks, polished shoes!
  • Makin sure I drank down my cup of milk fast so that I wouldn't be late for school
  • Singing the school anthem/national anthem
  • Looking fwd to break time to eat form canteen!
  • Feeling cosy in class on a rainy day
  • Walking with hands behind my back when not in class but in school building
  • Running up n taking care I make no noise with my shoes!
  • Talking to my friend behind the hall on the green steps
  • Picking up my tiffin from the school gate m lookin fwd to that hot food!
  • Library reading time
  • Gossiping about teachers
  • Sitting in the scorching sun during sports / rally day
  • Waiting outside the staff room for a teacher to walk out so that I could speak with her
  • Teacher’s day cards ( not that I was a sucker for em / chamchi!)
  • Crows coming and taking food (took my samosa once and scratched my thumb!)
  • Feeling shy in front of seniors
  • Feeling gd when I got all my HW correct
  • Feeling like lil red riding hood in my red school sweater n red hairband!!!

That's all I could think of - lot's more incidents ofcourse - which I will treasure and have in me till I live...:)

Gd ol school days - goodie lil me;)

Monday, August 06, 2007

Wishes

I wish you could understand me

Instead of drawing your own conclusions.

I wish you could trust me

When I say I trust you.

I wish you didn’t look at this as one step back

And instead take one step forward and help me through this.

Because the root of ‘this’ is fear

And only love can eliminate the fright that drives through me.

Why is such a good feeling followed by anger, doubt and hurt?

Thursday was fabulous – gave me confidence – yesterday was an obstacle

Waiting to be erased by both of us.

How can I prove to you

That you’re still the only one I’m myself with

That you’re still the one I’m most comfortable with

That you’re still the one I want, need and pray for.

No words seem good enough

So I’m hoping my vibes will work in stealing the pain from you….

Thursday, August 02, 2007

I'm happy and am in a fun mood! Here's a song that always makes my heart beat a lil faster than usual! So come on...Step up!!

Boy, No Matter What We Go Through
You Step Up I'll Step Up Too
It dont Matter What The Haters Say
As Long As You're My Boo
No Matter How Hard It Gets
This Love Will Have No Regrets
As Long As When We'reStepping On The Dance FloorIt's Me And You

Feel the rhythm of the beat
That’s my heart
Cupid shot me with an arrow
From the start
And you know that it’s your love that’s got me trapped
Every time I try to leave, you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I want to wake up
And when I break up
It’s only to make up

If we don’t step up
We’ll lose our grooveS
o confused, don’t know which way to move
Hold my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell meBaby I love you
You’ll never get wet‘Cause I’ll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weatherI
f you step upI’ll step upBoy‘Cause
I’m with you forever

When I step in a place I feel my feet
Lifting from under me, you grab my hand spin me around and right before I fall
You catch me and you say baby it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes and we will make another day

Another day we will make - alot of years we have made - there's no looking back - there's no way but forward.......Steppin up is pure fun!!

I'm so glad YOU stepped up - and YOU stepping up means WE stepping up:)