I don't know how much longer I can carry on this way.
Only I know how hard this is, is it a boon or a curse?
Is it long lasting or short lived?
I hope the pain subsides for everyone slowly, I can only be happy when I see the people I love happy.
I am sure that time will come soon. I only hope we don't crumble before then.
Never before have I felt so vulnerable and weak in my life.
I'm afraid and I need more strength and more understanding from the people around me...the people most dear to my heart.
