Sometimes there's so much to say but when the time comes, silence prevails....

Am I just being paranoid about this or is it time we spoke for real? I want to talk to you, I want to love you, I want your love.

I'm ecstatic :D Here's to a fresh leafy start!!!

me: hmm

11:12 PM u know what swag

i feel love is a fantasy

it is made up

like u can only feel it once

and then it becomes a fantasy

and i felt it once

and never again

i dono if i shud be happy or sad

happy that atleast i was lucky to feel it

11:13 PM or sad that i will never feel it againi donno...i guess one day i'll wake up and i'll just know, i'll know that this time its for real, not sure with who but i know i won't be let down again.hmmm yea :) maybe its the other way around, that what i thought was a fantasy but what's coming up is actually for real.