I haven’t moved on, I’m unable to.

I’m not sure if he has moved on or not, he asked me not to assume anything, so I won’t.

I’ve loved once, and once alone, I can’t love again, atleast not naturally. That place was filled up years ago. I’m happy I was lucky enough to fall in love atleast once in a lifetime.

I’m fine with having this love for him for the rest of my life, even if it’s only within me and stays peaceful inside ever so silently.

I love life itself, no complaints whatsoever, I deserve everything I have, everything that happened to me and that didn’t happen to me.

I haven’t moved on, I’m unable to.

Something doesn't seem to fit quite well....maybe it's the fact that you're not around....maybe I have to live with that empty feeling all my life....maybe giving in to circumstances was the only thing I could do because I really had no open arms waiting for me.....

Maybe.......