I feel a new beginning approaching, it brings a smile to my face and it also manages to make me feel the jitters to the point where I know this is right :)

God is great and God, you've taught me alot and I continue to learn from experiences.

Everything I've ever wanted seems to be on the same road now, I'm feeling good inside, I'm feeling happy too, thank you for being with me and blessing me abundantly with good health, success, love and happiness. It was all there all along, just took a while for me to see your plan :) silly me!

*hugs*

I haven’t moved on, I’m unable to.

I’m not sure if he has moved on or not, he asked me not to assume anything, so I won’t.

I’ve loved once, and once alone, I can’t love again, atleast not naturally. That place was filled up years ago. I’m happy I was lucky enough to fall in love atleast once in a lifetime.

I’m fine with having this love for him for the rest of my life, even if it’s only within me and stays peaceful inside ever so silently.

I love life itself, no complaints whatsoever, I deserve everything I have, everything that happened to me and that didn’t happen to me.

I haven’t moved on, I’m unable to.

Something doesn't seem to fit quite well....maybe it's the fact that you're not around....maybe I have to live with that empty feeling all my life....maybe giving in to circumstances was the only thing I could do because I really had no open arms waiting for me.....

Maybe.......

I miss you...and I have been missing you....for a while now......

ANJ LOVES THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!! =)

Well you dawned on me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Oh, I'm yours
Oh, I'm yours
Oh, whoa, baby you believe I'm yours
You best believe, best believe I'm yours

Believe in yourself

So easy to write...question yourself though - how difficult is it to FEEL???? i mean seriously ? How difficult? Even if you're not alot better off than most, you still are YOU. Don't you see - that's the best gift ever...that's bliss, feeling like you!!!

I stopped believing in myself for a few months, honestly, I gave up on life, ppl I care for, my interests, I gave up on everything, I even gave up on believe in God...can you believe it!?!? What a low phase that was!!!

Everything is alot clearer now, its the smae life, the same roads, the same people,the same workplace, the same bed, the same everything!!! BUT BUT BUTTTTTTTT the only thing that is different is my attitude! :) I owe this to God and to no one esle...

Whatever makes you feel good, just increase that and always bring youself back to that balance, whether you like it or not, that's the whole fun! Fun cannot be fun without experiencing bad times...i know -sad but true, i'm going through bad health now BUT AGAIN I KNOW this will be followed by good health...it has to come my way, I've invited the good health and the good times, before you know it I'll be as fit as a fiddle =D The key word is attitude...it's a true winner no matter what.

I'm not getting carried away incase that's how it seems, I know what I'm up against, but it's nothing that me and God (both of us together make a awesometastic team btw....!) can't get through.

Let's make a toast then, to new beginnings, to a new me, to a new us :) Everybody have fun tonight!!!! =) =) =) Welcome back girl!!!!

*Giggles*!!!

I believe in me. Do you believe in you?

I'm tired....