Sunday, November 30, 2008

Why do people stop loving people? Why do feelings change? The volumes of hurt it causes is unrealized.

I want to be me again....please =/

Friday, November 28, 2008

I don't care if he's changed - I just want him back=/

Sunday, November 23, 2008

I want him back...I'm not the same without him, a piece is missing without him.

I hope he hasn't changed the way he feels about me.

My past actions were a result of insecurity.

Every girl needs to know someone is there for her and loves her the same, I hope I didn't cross any lines by asking for that.

I'm really not a mean person...you know that right?....Suicidal thoughts swim all around me in this crowded world. That's not a good thought I know.....only one thing can fix this.

Wish it were as easy as superglue..............

~Broken angel~

Friday, November 21, 2008

A better day is on it's way, I see a ray of light, I still believe in you God - I haven't given up.

Carry me along like you always have and smile with me when we shine through :)

*Hugs you*

On another note - thanks for letting me see Federer live - that was such a memorable evening~

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I never knew eating, sleeping, even drinking water -basically living a normal life could be so hard :'(

Friday, November 07, 2008

Dear God...

Tomorrow is a new day

Tomorrow is also a new life.

A new city, a new road, new faces and new trees.

A trace remains with me

A trace of remembrance

A trace of happiness

A trace of joy

A bitter trace to finalize

The story of my learning years

Learn I shall continue

Learn I must

If living is worth anything at all then it is learning that stands tall.

Bitter words have scratched the heart

Ignorance is the painful part

Be quick and show me more

As I closely approach your door

Accept me with arms open wide

The only truth is that you will never leave my side

Believe I do, believe in you.